I know not love

I know not love...
For wat is love but pain wen I m far apart from my beloved?
Or is it d joy wid which my heart pounds on jst his thought?
Or is it d sound tht I hear in each footstep which appears 2 b his...
I know not love but I know the agony of being distant from thy lover...
I know not love but I know the fluttering in my soul on seing his smile...
I know not love but I know d tears which thy can't restrain knowing abt the pain of thy beloved..
I know not love bcoz it doesn't lets me sleep...
I know not love bcoz once touched by love one will not b d same forever...
For love brings change...
Changes deeply profound in one's soul...
Love leaves wounds unhealable..
Love heals unhealable wounds...
Is it the healer or the killer?
Hence I know not love...
Love lets me dream...
Love gives me wings...
But love makes me immobile at times..
Struck with horror and lifeless...
So,I know not love..